Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Dogs never bite me. Just humans.

I don't mind living in a man's world as long as I can be a woman in it.
So please treat me like a woman.
I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
You already showed me you can't handle me at my worst, and now that I'm at my best, you at least want to be friends. I approach you as a friend and you approach me like a dog. Fuck you, you can't handle me at my best either.

I HATE you for treating me less than I really am.

I may have been selfish, but was only selfish for you. I was only impatient waiting for you. I was only insecure because you only noticed my flaws.

I'm happy now. I love my myself. I love my life. I don't care about what you or others think. I smile even when things don't go my way. Your harsh words don't bother me anymore. My bad memories are finally starting to fade away. I'm mad I used to think I needed you...because now I see,
It was you that needed me.

So go ahead and be the dog that I will never fuck with again, and BITE ME.



P.S
I will never let anyone take advantage of my kindness again. I am no longer afraid to stand up for myself. I WILL tell you you're wrong if you're wrong. I will never apologize for something that wasn't even wrong. I will not force myself to care about you anymore. I really do NOT like you. (so stop begging). I will no longer try to help you. I will no longer let you depend on me for your happiness. I will no longer "shutup and let you speak." I will no longer let you get away with your bullshit again....because I'M the one who will walk away now. For good. I can't be your friend, because you STILL treat me the same.

fuck you, your thoughts, and your life.
Thanks.

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