say it right

i'm really gullible sometimes... on a lighter note this song is dope, but raise you're hand if the first thing you think of is hilary duff's version...

Pretty Pistols Tatted Up

From this day forth, nobody can tell me what I cannot do.
Because today, I took pain like a straight up gangster. a thug. a mutherfuckin "G".
Stephanie and I got tatted the fuck up. And I say tatted 'the fuck up' because we definately went harder on this tattoo than any other. We chiefed a marlboro smooth, sat for about an hour in that black leather chair, and spent big bucks that were totally worth it.
*high fives Stephanie*...
This bitch got her whole side tatted. A japanese flower that looks AMAZING and fits her cute little body perfectly. And yes, she took hers like a "G" as well.



Me on the other hand, will have to maneuver with a stiff neck for about a day or two, but I'm totally fine with it because I am in love with my new tattoo just as much as I'm in love with Stephanie's. This is why I have a stiff neck..


because I sat like this for practically an eternity.
*pats myself on the back, then curtseys to all you haters*

Here is my end result:


"The fruit of the righteous is a tree of life" Proverbs 11:30a

We even kinda sorta hopefully inspired Christina to get a tattoo even though she "doesn't believe in them" :)

But you know what..this is what I want to tell you, Christina..
You want to know what a tattoo feels like??

This is the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the damn truth.

A little piece of musical Valium

sometimes i feel like some big lumbering ugly chik named Bertha or some other name that's only issued to cows or people born before the fifties. sometimes i want to just scream cause i'm so angry and sometimes i feel like being very quiet. I'm like this little tornado with not enough wind and i just don't know what to do. i was driving to this hole in the wall club Rae's always ending up in and since i'm usually with her i end up too. i'm listening to NPR like i do when i'm by myself and lost or feel like i could possibly get lost since i'm a horrible driver,because the voices are like this serene ocean to me and plus it reminds me of when i was a little kid and daddy would drive us to school in the morning and we'd listen to All Things Considered . like i'm just this little kid and i'm doing what i should be doing and i'll be safe cause my dad's driving. so i'm listening and their doing World Cafe and this song comes on and it literally makes my soul chill out and i imagine this is what it must feel like when you just know everything is taken care of and you can just rest easy. like my idyllic little life in moreno valley, california when i was little and we had plum trees, and grapes, and peaches. and i thought it was romantic and i swooned and wanted to disappear for a second and just be happy like i used to be when i was a little kid... cause i was this really happy little kid. just really fucking happy. ALL the time and i'd sing and shout and snuggle up to people and when family members see me again they just look at me and go "who the fuck's this". and i really couldn't tell them...


later i found out that the song is hardly romantic but mostly about alcohol and some chik with syrup lips and his drunken dependency on her....
and people wonder why i'm cynical.

NO CEILINGS

okay..so my goon side had to post this mixtape...that I listen to everyday.
*looks off into space*


don't be mad at me guys. but DON'T act like ya'll don't be rite there with me jammin' in my backseat to this garbage.
*cough cough* ---> STEPHANIE!

a little of this and a little of that

my love affair with robin thicke grows stronger each day. his song with Gossip Girl's leighton meester is the shiz. its her debut song for her new album, but he sings circles around her which speaks volumes. makes me think i can come out with something.

seriously though, i was like shouting "Get off him" through out out most of it and it still sounded good.

i heard this song on my way to God knows where and why and chick, Kasha, sounded like a mix between nicki minaj, kid sister, and those dudes in bands, that i believe are just 90s boy bands for the 00s, that believe they pass as alternative, or dare i say it, punk. yes, this kasha uses a foreign dialect that acts such as Hellogoodbye and Yellowcard seem to also use. i may get clowned, by the pistols for this ish, but i was def sucked in and didn't exactly turn the dial. Ahhh, the slow but inevitable death of radio and our generation....

plus this bitch must be young cause why would you get with a dude that looked like mick jagger. bitch do you know who that is? could you wake up to this shiz every morning. rock royalty or not. damn, i guess I'd have to brush my teeth with jack too.


...on second thought maybe back in the day jagger.
but then there's Beyonce's video with Gaga... Beyonce is stunning as usual. Love the betty paige-esque makeup; she looks like a doll. she's all basic bad-ass Beyonce all gangsta and shiz. now Gaga *sigh* her vocals sound good and umm, uh, yeah, her vocals sounded beautiful.


Gaga-aye, why didn't you hire the gay who did you up here?


oh and gaga, uh, hello opening scene from my jump off Clockwork Orange. don't act like i didn't catch that, chik. Compare done below by speeding up to 1: 23, sorry it's in french, but damn if it isn't sexy as fuck. je'taime, sexy sounding dub person.

Ah, the new shakira video. she is the hispanic beyonce, i died at 2:42 til 2:50. that dance is genius and i know B, or Sasha, was like damn and gave her choreographer a eye roll and a teeth suck.

ECHO

So I'm just sitting here babysitting, and thinking, and wondering..the usual.
Babysitting the 2 most adorable kids ever. Thinking about wtf I'm doing with my life. And wondering who's guna be the most perfectest guy to give me some lovin' to this amazing song by R.Kelly..

This song is definately a classic, and whoever disagrees is most certainly a douche and has zero taste in music.

I'm also sitting here thinking about my life. My circle of dudes. And my friends.
I'm happy with my life and where I stand in life right now, but there are still some things I'd like to get done and change.
FIRST..I'd LOVE to lose the 20 pounds I've been saying I'm guna lose for the past like 3 years. and SECOND..I'd like to work on my relationship with the Lord and be on fire for God like I used to be. I've really been slacking lately and catch myself going through the whole day without even speaking to God and at least thanking Him for letting me see another day. *sigh*..but idk..it's strange. A part of me just doesn't feel like my heart is in it. hmmm...
Well THIRD..I kinda want a frikin' boyfriend already! ugh! I want to be loved again. I want to go on cute dates. And I want to prove to a dude that I can be the most amazing girlfriend ever. Since according to my ex boyfriend, I was definately the worst. smh..

MY CIRCLE OF DUDES..
Oh where do I begin. Well, to be honest, I'm kinda torn between two. It was three, but the third dude fucked up last nite so he's been deaded. LOL
So..I'm left with a scrawny little dude who I really like and just met a couple months ago and a guy that I've liked for a while but I must be a loser girl because I don't believe he likes me back. Well, now he's kinda showing he does..but he might just be tryin to get it in. And that's not anywhere near what I want. Well...i do. LOL but not JUST that. sigh..decisions, decisions.

MY FRIENDS..
I love them dearly. My pretty pistols are my family and my ride or dies. I'm so thankful to have such amazing friends. I would do anything for them and know they would do the same for me. It kinda sux tho b/c I feel as if my sister should be my best friend. But our relationship has slowly but surely...um..DIED.
sad story..but oh well. A best friend is someone you can trust, and I most certainly have lost all of my trust in my sister.

Well, life goes on. Mistakes are made. Feelings are hurt. And we should all just go eat dirt. right?..NO. That was a joke. I just wanted something to rhyme because I knew it would sound cool. FAIL..i know. shutup.
But I'm guessing I should feed these kids now because they have asked for their chicken nuggets about 100 times. One has taken a shit in his diaper and smells like rotten zombies. And one is whining because I won't let him color with markers.
They are still the most adorable kids ever tho.

So I feel happy now because I haven't blogged in a while, and I should definately earn my brownies for this.
yay me! boo you. I'm outie til next time bitches :) <---LAME.

Marry Me, Trey??

Why could'nt I have been the girl in this video!?! Gah!
He went hard on this video though and I'm frikin' in L.O.V.E

why did they have to take that mans noodles??

poor baby he was just trying to eat some dinner

You can see my heart beating

he sleeps while i lay here and think of him

he sleeps while i lay here and dream of him

he sleeps while i lay here and fantasies of what we could be

he sleeps while i lay here and daydream of everything he can do

he sleeps while i lay here consider that maybe im not everything he wants

he sleeps while worry that someone else will steal his heart

he sleeps while i lay here and plan our lives

he sleeps while i stand here and wait for him

Breakfast in bed/ love the way I eat....

Too many guys think I'm a concept, or I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive. But I'm just a fucked-up girl who's lookin' for my own peace of mind, don't assign me yours.
-Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

this quote should explain a lot..


so i'm listening to baby-makers cause it's nighty night or atleast it should be, but these have been in my gutter, a.k.a my mind's location...

He may at one point peed in a bitch face, but he can put out a relevant baby maker and you know it. Dude made yodeling sexy as fuck. fave line: "I got you soundin like you screamin' from a mountain peak". makes me want to stand on a hill and shout RIIIICCCOOOLLLLAAAA!!!!!!

oooh and you know i love some damn robin thicke, even though he is of poppa Seaver progeny. you know you caught Growing Pains.
MMMM... fave line: It's your body we'll go HARD if you want to/As hard as you want to, soft if you want to....
Yes, he said hard as you want to!!! play it on reloop if you don't believe me. but he also said soft. i like options. I think i'm in love.

then my beloved trey songz even tho i was looking at pleasure p to be the king of the baby makers of this generation.

Fave line: read post title. he aint' talkin 'bout no bacon and eggs. giggle giggle. and why does trey songz look sooooo delicious ever since he cut off them damn braids? either that or the fact he has a thing for ethiopian chix.... ewedeshalo, trey!!!!!!

For the old heads..


teena marie's part literally gives me chills 6:40-7:00 is out of this world!!!!. fave part: Love them and leave them/that's what i used to do use and abuse them/ then i laid eyes on you...
and somebody needs to make what rick james is wearing cool again cause i would like to don one ASAP.

Last but definitely not least....



DO NOT ACT LIKE YOU DON'T KNOW!!!!!! any song that can cause thugs to sing along can definitely make some babies. fave part: You tell me where to go and/Though I might leave to find it/ I'll never let your head hit the bed/ Without my hand to guide it.... AWWWWWWW.




I need a cuddle bunny NOW. the temperature is falling fast!

Pistols at Enso

we had a bunch of food we didn't understand. tina was poisoned, our waiter was a dick rockin' the mini modern fro. But the bathroom was dope.

If You're Happy and You Think You Know it, Shit Rainbows.

Since my last few blogs haven't been quite on the happy side lately, I've decided to post one that will make ME smile. Because I honestly don't give a fuck if it makes YOU smile or not. POW!
Anywho, today was most definitely a good day. Once my fellow pretty pistols got here anyway. We chatted, ate, and laughed at ourselves for crying over silly boys. WTF.
I believe it's time to let go and let God have His way. Obviously the guys we want are not for us. SIGH.. sux pretty badly, but oh well. I will pretend I'm over it and strut my stuff like I DONT GIVE A FUCK. (in Jasmine's goon voice).
I mean, really..we all are pretty girls and have GREAT personalities. There should be NO reason for a guy to turn us down, RIGHT?..eh, WRONG.
Maybe I should go down the list of everything wrong with me and try to fix these little glitches about myself. hmmmm...

1. I do belch alot and not even excuse myself
2. My nose gets a little oily at times
3. My toenail polish always seems to be chipped
4. I bite my fingernails like a crackhead who has lost her crack
5. I seem to be a goon magnet
6. I don't like wasting my gas..yes, YOU'RE a waste of gas
7. I'm currently on bum status (meaning no job, nor in school)
8. I'm slowly gaining weight even tho I'm deathly afraid of getting fat
9. I believe I have the mind of an obese person, because I could eat everything on my plate, finish what you didn't eat, and STILL be hungry. So if we ever go to dinner, bring lots of money.
10. I don't know how to cook or do laundry
11. I'm not a fighter. So if you need somebody to back you up at times, don't expect me to start taking out my earrings and pulling out my vaseline. You'll only catch dust in your face from me sprinting away as fast as I can.
12. I'm no good at cheering people up when they are down. So if you're grandma just died, please don't call me.
13. I give good advice, but never take my own
14. I forget things easily. Simple things at that.
15. Sometimes I forget to put on deodorant, but I don't smell or anything
16. I'm not too sure if I spelled deodorant right.
17. I ignore a shitload of text messages and still seem to be texting 24/7
18. I get along with guys better than I do girls
19. I trust no one
20. I'm extremely kind at times and people mistake that for flirting. or something.
21. I don't like doing what people tell me to do. I usually end up doing the opposite
22. I don't know how to tell people NO. Usually when they ask for my number.
23. Sometimes I think way too hard
24. I cry myself to sleep sometimes and don't even know what I'm crying about
25. I'm very independent, and past boyfriends have taken that as if I don't care. that's not the case.
26. I'm not dumb, but sometimes I don't get the simplest things
27. I can be clumsy
28. If I tell you I'm one place, I'm probably lying. Only because I don't like people checking up on me
29. I like freaks and weirdos
30. I have reached number 30, so I'm guna stop.

Okay, so maybe there are few more things wrong with me than I thought. Well, not everything I listed about myself is wrong. So, don't judge me. Like I've said numerous times, "Don't judge me, I'll just prove you wrong."

Eh, I'm getting kinda hungry even tho I just killed TWO biscuits from bojangles AND a chalupa from taco bell. Damn, I'm such a fatass. SO WHAT. I bet you have a pencil dick, but I still won't judge you. maybe.

So I've been listening to this song as I write. This song was the shit this past summer, and I still love it. It makes me think of my boo boo Josh :) I love that kid. So here's to you, Josh!! Who probably will never see this, so that shout out was pretty pointless.



But before I go, I want to let all know..my status will be happy and will stay happy. So don't ruin it.


Now watch me post some depressing shit tomorrow b/c some little fucker made me sad again. SMFH.

ANGEL of MINE

Persuaded by the lie of a Fairytale

recently on facebook i found a girl, or should i say women that brought me way back to my childhood (:go figure:) i was so HAPPY to see her because when i was a LITTLE girl she TOUCHED my heart in a way that nobody would ever be able to FORGET. and she wasn't BOASTFUL or PRIDEFUL about it which embedded it into my heart FOREVER.

as a young girl i WANTED to be just like her, her SPIRIT was CALMING and REASSURING, she GENUINELY CARED about the people that God had created, she WANTED to help them HELP themselves, she was totally and completely IN LOVE with God and i ENVIED the relationship she had with Him. just by her actions she made me want to be a better person and i will NEVER forget the day that her mother came to my grandmothers house and said that she had found her DREAM man and was MOVING to AFRICA to MARRY him and start a MINISTRY there. at that point i WANTED to be here. i wanted to get MARRIED at a young age and spend my WHOLE LIFE with a man that could also HELP me BUILD my RELATIONSHIP with GOD and at the same time HELP others to find and BUILD theirs. it me it SEEMED like a FAIRYTALE.

(i am going into all this DETAIL about her to set up something that is just mind blowing. and i am SORRY that i probably wont do it any JUSTICE but it sits heavy on my mind)

either way she was 19 at the time and MOVED to AFRICA to be with this man and she began a MINISTRY that grew and grew under the COVERING of GOD. her HUSBAND was the only BOYFRIEND she'd EVER had. none the less she found out that HE was having an AFFAIR with one of the females WITHIN their MINISTRY. i cant and don't want to begin to IMAGINE the PAIN that she is enduring.

her HUSBAND and AFRICA were her LIFE its all she knew, i want to say that it DEFINES her but i don't know how safe of a statement that is. either way her WHOLE world was FLIPPED, CRUMBLED, and STOLEN but the SELFISHNESS of one mans FLESH. and it leaves me asking myself WHY??

WHY bother DATING??

WHY bother looking for someone that makes you HAPPY??

WHY bother waisting your time SEARCHING for someone to spend your LIFE with??

WHY has God so STRONGLY put the DESIRE in my HEART when even the people that i thought were FAIRYTALE perfect are FALLING APART??

WHY bother with MARRIAGE??

Let's do the Time Warp

I'm about to divulge a little secret. the secret, dear pretty pistol audience, is this: girls mature at a disarmingly faster pace than our male counterparts. we realize much faster that you cannot eat paste and that wrestling each other onto the ground is homoerotic no matter how many manly grunts you let out. when, i wonder, do they actually catch up? two lovely ladies i actually find to be the shit and not like usual girls, are going through the SAME shit i'm sure countless numbers of you are going through right now. older dudes that function at the same maturity level as dudes their own age. is it true that the economy has not only shrunk men's pockets but also the relationship lobes in their brains. i mean, how long is the maturity lapse? four years? two? ten? i mean this bullshit right here, might actually make some damn sense

these two girls are laid back, funny, aren't bug-a-boo naggers and are gorgeous pieces of real estate yet are plagued by grown ass men pulling little boy shiz. i honestly blame this mu'fucka right here.

seriously ray j? your old ass kind of needs to not only tied down but sitting on a porch in georgia with your ball n chain sippin' ice tea and waiting for your children and grandchildren to visit. does anybody else think its a damn shame he's singing this song with a bunch of little chaps? but from what i saw on this debacle, i doubt if he's even functioning at twiddle dee and twiddle dum's maturity level.yes, For the Love of Ray J which by the way started Nov. 2 Mondays @ 9 on VH1. i wonder how many of the ladies ever heard of the New Boyz....

speaking of trashy reality shows how many of you besides me, my older sister, and my bitch rae, bout to watch the new season of the Bad Girls Club on Oxygen? Don't worry, i won't tell no body. the bitches look scandalous and this one right here, Portia? look like she's bout to be my new favorite; she look like she'll cut a bitch and then take her weave. plus they describe her as sugar and spice which i take as them downplaying her so we can be surprised when she the HBIC.

the 4th season debuts Dec. 1 at 10. i'm salivating.

do you think that she is prettier than me??

i have no good intro for this i have written and rewritten the first sentence 100+ times but here is goes.

today i was with my favorite person in the world just talking about nonsense. i went to see her actually just to cheer myself up for the very interesting few days that i've had and while it worked it made me REALIZED a lot of things about myself.

i think that me and my favorite are PRETTY girls, and also have EXCELLENT personalities. if u asked me to rate us on a scale i mean i think we would get and 8 or a 9 but DESPITE what i think about us or what we think about each other we are - and most likely will always be- INSECURE.

for instance i am interested in this boy (i guess he's more of a man seeing as he is my age) and no matter how much i like him or how good for me i think that he really is i will NEVER pursue him. and i can say that it is because i don't want a BOYFRIEND and/or i already know the OUTCOME but the at the end of the day it is SOLELY because i am INSECURE far more than i would like to admit. i refuse tell him in spite of my desire because

1. i dont want to be REJECTED

2. what if he just DOESN'T like my PERSONALITY

3. there are a BILLION other girls that are PRETTIER than me and he can easily have them

4. what if he has an EX that he is still IN LOVE with and i CANT live up to her legacy

5. what if he is TALKING to another girl at the same time and CHOSES her?

(and i mean why wouldnt he chose her im sure she PRETTY too, and has an AWESOME personality, and they probably get along a lot BETTER. she probably DOESN'T COMPLAIN half as much as i do, she might even DRESS better, and have MORE to talk about than i do)

the thing that BOTHERS me the most is that right at this very moment he is probably SLEEPING not giving 2shits about the situation and i am here blogging about it STRESSING over it! it bothers me that no matter how PRETTY i think i am it will ALWAYS boil down to what HE thinks of ME....

it is never THEM that are in the WRONG it is always me. i am constantly ANALYZING myself wondering what did i do WRONG, what did i SAY that he didn't like, what was i WEARING that wasn't flattering,

never maybe he is just an ASSHOLE....

Love for Nothing

So full of emotions, my heart runs wild
I love your touch, I love your smile..
I try to make every moment spent with you worthwhile.

Wishing you felt the same
Wishing this wasn't such a tough game.
Wishing I could hate you, but too bad you're not to blame.

No one can compare to the way you make me feel
Even though there are needs you just cant fulfill.
I sometimes escape reality, then pretend it's all real.

I walk with my head held high and my heart sunken low
Pain continuing to grow
But my smile continuing to glow.

I dream about you even when I'm awake
To have you, I'd do whatever it takes
I wish you'd see what I see, for love sake.

So here I stand, empty and lonely.
Waiting for something that might not even be..

-Rae Dean

Another old poem I wrote..that I never titled.

Another day, no more dollars
And to swallow the truth, is getting even harder.

Living hell on earth, full of pain, and left here to suffer
All the solutions in the world couldn't help me recover.

Growing up to die, dying to grow a failure
Trying to move forward, but there's always a barrier.

Judge me, hate me, kill me softly
Throw the names at me that they all have already called me.

You're wasting your time, wasted has been mine
Im twisted the wrong side up, as a six is to a nine.

Rain has poured on me, the storm is slowly chasing
I'm running past demons who are smiling and waving.

My life you don't know, I keep it on the low
My heart is what my sleeve continues to hold.

...........................................to be continued.

-Rae Dean

This Woman's Work

I Should Be Crying But I Just Can't Let It Show Baby,
I Should Be Hoping But I Can't Thinking,
Of All The Things We Should've Said That We Never Said,
All The Things We Should Have Done That We Never Did,
All The Things That You Wanted From Me,
All The Things That You Needed From Me,
All The Things We Should Have Given But I Didn't,
Oh Darling Make It Go Away Now,
Just Make It Go Away..


LOVE this song

GOONville

So I want to tell about my eventful day yesterday. After hearing my story, Stephanie felt I should blog about it..so I will.
Well, there's this guy. I wouldn't say he's a "bruh bruh"..but Stephanie disagrees. After hearing my story aloud though, I might have to disagree as well.
So..I got to the dude's grandmas house (where he stays)..Goon alert number one ---> there's a pitbull outside in a cage. So I go in, and the boy is gettin dressed and asks if I want to ride with him. (idk where we are going) but I say "sure."
Goon alert number two...

<----- this is wat we ride in. Not complaining tho, because I like nice ass cars.
Music so loud it's ringing my ear drums and I can feel the bass in my chest.

Goon alert number three ---> Where do we go?? We go to one of these.


yes. a pawn shop. a fucking pawn shop. To sell what??...one of these.

SMFH.

And of course we failed trying to sell it. We went to like 3 different pawn shops and nobody wanted his GRANDMOTHERS guitar. So, we went back to his place, I gave him a goodbye hug, and I left. The end.

MissBossLady

^^^^This was me trying to figure out how to use this freaking thing^^^^

So trying to figure out this thing was pretty intense.....lol

But i showed it who was boss with the help of my good friend "lodalicka" aka Rae :)

I am super excited that I am now a "blogger" kinda wish I didnt have to work in an hour so I could write what I am really thinking, which is a lot! Either way this is just a test blog so pay it no mind really but i love my fellow pistols and I am super excited!

Yippie-Yo, yippie yay

Congrats to the new pistol, JaszyD who i have no doubt will blow it up and bring a whole lot of something new to the blog. she's the shit so it was only natural we asked her....

oh yes and here's the only picture(thanx rae!) i have of halloween in my bad ass bunny costume. these two handsome brutes also doubled as my seat belt cause i couldn't find shit in the dark.




so i've been wondering what the fuck is going on with dudes. why are they these half girl half dude hybrids now. they have dicks which still pretty much rocks and they don't have boobs, which as a boob owner myself find a little strange considering their function. but they do have these petty little china doll arguments with all the gusto of bull testosterone. i mean, use the testosterone to throw a chick against the wall and have loud grunt-y sex with. instead they use it to display male bravado a.k.a "douchery" over little girl stuff. i like the way dudes used to be. chill motherfuckers that eat everything in sight and grab your ass and tell you they want to "get it in" before the game starts. I'm talking cowboy fuckers. no, Rae, it's not like that one. the quiet storm types. they sit and observe and speak in deep gravelly voices stripped down from too many Marlboro Reds. I want one of those. Just wrap his tight jeans, plaid wearing, big buckle rocking ass up in a bow and deliver him to my crib.




you memmmmber! or maybe this?

frienship

"Friends are the most important ingredient in this recipe of life."

So, I'm just happy to say I've got all the friends I want and need. It may not be many, but it's just the way I like it :)

I'm also pretty damn excited about our newest Pretty Pistol, Jasmine!! Once she un-dummies herself and figures out how to work this cite, she soon will be blogging!
LMFAO. Oh I love her dearly. We actually...
-have not even been friends for long
-been thru some rough stages already
-are two completely different types of girls
and I STILL feel like we've been friends forever. Bitch, WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ALL MY LIFE?!

And when I say completely different types of girls..I mean..she's from New York and I'm from the country.

THIS IS ME


THIS IS JASMINE


Honestly..I don't fuck with loud, obnoxious people like her. Who tend to yell and they don't even know it. BUT...Jasmine is real and this is why I "fuxx" with her.

I'm not one to have many girl friends..but Stephanie, Christina, Erika, and Jasmine are truly my ride or dies. (i've always wanted to use that)
so yay to Jasmine for joining the blog..now time to get Erika on this bitch and start doing some damage. (good damage, that is..)

So I've been obsessed with this song lately. Obsessed, as in, repeat about 10 times.
Listen and read the lyrics..I didn't put up the original video..ONE, because the dude who sings it, is totally unattractive and that completely blows the song. And TWO, because I want you to see how this song is basically talking about fucking.
He doesn't even really say anything nice about the girl. It's a sweet song because at least he says "I really love you". But other than that..he is basically talking about gettin it in, and how he's been waiting on this 'special night'.

and YET..I be jammin' to it like it's the sweetest love song ever. SMFH.
oh well..still love this song and would love to pretend to be a virgin one day and fuck to it.
....With the dude I love, of course.