Moment 4 Life? Not Quite

My moments for life are usually in my dreams...

That's where 'I fly with the stars in the skies and no longer try to survive.' Meanwhile, every moment I'm awake, I'm still usually stuck dreaming. So in reality, my mind never seems to be in tune with what's currently occurring in my life. I'm either daydreaming, wishing, or dreaming,...wondering when will I rise. When will my heart build up a passion to LIVE. When will my soul want to be ALIVE. I want to have a moment for life, then take a moment and celebrate my moment for life. I'd throw my hands to the sky and run.[For my life]. And I'd do it with my eyes closed just to prove I beat my dreams. But in the meantime, I'll just wait...for the time I begin to rise...for the time my moment of life arrives...
I'll just sit here and wait unalive