Love for Nothing

So full of emotions, my heart runs wild
I love your touch, I love your smile..
I try to make every moment spent with you worthwhile.

Wishing you felt the same
Wishing this wasn't such a tough game.
Wishing I could hate you, but too bad you're not to blame.

No one can compare to the way you make me feel
Even though there are needs you just cant fulfill.
I sometimes escape reality, then pretend it's all real.

I walk with my head held high and my heart sunken low
Pain continuing to grow
But my smile continuing to glow.

I dream about you even when I'm awake
To have you, I'd do whatever it takes
I wish you'd see what I see, for love sake.

So here I stand, empty and lonely.
Waiting for something that might not even be..

-Rae Dean